Sunday, January 27, 2008

Like

Quotes from Coffee Prince

Go Eun Chan: You didn't look happy when you were with the person you liked. What do you like so much about her? Because she is pretty?

Choi Han Kyul: Reason? I could give you a million reasons.

Go Eun Chan: A million. That's so corny it gives me goose bumps.

Choi Han Kyul: Actually, there aren't really a million reasons why I like her. I just do. Even if I try not to like her, I can't stop. I can't do anything about it. If time goes by, I guess it'll be okay.

Go Eun Chan: It's scary when you say that you can't do anything about it...

Thursday, January 24, 2008

shit match

Can't even consider the match against RH just now as a badminton game! So disappointed with my performance just now.

First badminton match after primary school - Lost.
First badminton match in Singapore - Lost.

Must definitely improve myself for the second match, against EH, this coming Sunday! Fight for my first Winning GAME in my life!!!! RAWRRRR!!!!

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Question...

Sometimes I wonder, am I weak? emotionally?
Just can't hold back my tears everytime I watch those RAG videos.

Its not like I've done A LOT of things until now. What I've been through definitely cannot compare to those seniors, who have spent 3 years, or even more, just to do RAG... Why can't I just like other people? Can control their emotions... smile, without shedding any tears.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Quote

Requiem... A broken heart with a shattered mind

I was asked this question yesterday: How do you know when you like/love someone? As in how to differentiate between a friend and someone special.

I have always taken this as something so obvious, i was shocked to be asked such a question. Actually i dunno what's the real answer. I just answered: When you love someone, you will put him/her before yourself. Whatever you do, you will consider them first before you consider yourself.

But honestly, if you do love someone like that, you can get hurt very easily, especially if the person you love do not really love you the same way or worst, they actively do something you tell them not to do so (like kids always do).
About a week ago, talked to another friend of mine. She said she wished that she do not have a heart. Normally people who says that is because either they are actively being hurt or unintentionally actively hurting someone. For her case, it's the latter (Normally the ones that suffer the latter are girls and the former are normally guys, If the girls suffer due to the former reason, that's normally because their boyfriends have been cheating on them and they know it but they dun wish to say anything)

Sometimes I feel very disheartening sometimes. Whatever you do you thinking of that person and yet you have a heart for them to pierce all the time...

It always sound like a requiem. The expression of a broken heart with a shattered mind

- wilsonkwan


Like the phrase : "Whatever you do you thinking of that person and yet you have a heart for them to pierce all the time..."

You know what will be the outcome, but most of the time, you will just choose to "follow your heart" and let yourself got hurt.

Remember John Gray mentioned before: Man matures when he learns to give ; Women matures when she learns to accept.

Not sure whether is right or not, but for me, I'll do whatever I can to give that special person everything I can, unless she she specifically ordered me not to do anything for her. To me, she deserves all the little things that I do for her...

Just me.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

ah. random puzzles.

A lot of things in mind. Can't seems to find solution to 'em at all. There aren't any 'solution' at all, right? Just need to accept things in front of us, i guess...

Just want to be care free... but it seems very hard to do so.
Just wonder, do I look care free enough? Been trying very hard to portray a care free image in front of everyone.

Sometimes I really don't want to think on my own. Just want to ask others for solution/advice. Does this make me a weak person? To depend on others...

I always tell people to be confident of themselves, but I think the person in the mirror need me to tell him to be confident the most.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

sienz

Girls...

You ask them whether them need help, they say no need. You do nothing, then they complain that you never help them - not gentleman ;

You ask them whether they need help, they say no need. You insist to help, then they complain that you never respect their decision - 死缠烂打.

Although I never expressed any dissatisfaction out, but really sometimes I just feel like shouting : "Sienz! You all really make people pissed. Why can't you all just STOP saying things that you DON'T mean???"


(ah, feel better...)