Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
...
Now, watching past year's KR RAG floats is the hardest thing for me. Tears will just flow down automatically every time. Same goes to dancer's performance. The dances and stuns will not mean anything if the float itself doesn't give any impact to the audiences.
Illuminati... is the most sensitive word to me now...
Illuminati... is the most sensitive word to me now...
Thursday, July 26, 2007
just sigh
16 days left. Yet still got a lot of things haven't finish. Wonder this year will be another Illuminati year or not... most probably...
RAG can never associate with HAVE-FUN. Still remember last year when the KRONOS raggers ask me what do I want in RAG, enjoy-and-have-fun or to-win? I answered: "both"... They gave me a funny looking face. Now, I kind of know why they gave me THAT face. Sometimes, I find that people will start/tend to slack off if you include "have-fun" as one of your goal. I mean you can't really scold them for not pushing VERY HARD! (Maybe they did push hard, but its just not ENOUGH, not there yet!)
The suppose to be very hardworking, very chiong, very enthu, people that I know somehow doesn't show the attitude anymore. They just don't commit as much as I thought they would. Maybe because of my own wrong perception. I have no idea why things become like this. Influences? Chain reaction?
Tired. Feel like slacking thru the rest of the day... Maybe not, pick up as much as I could. Learn from mistakes, my own mistakes which as countless... Perhaps perfect it next time? next year?
can we possibly put up anything that the residents of hall can be proud of? ... in such a short time?
... sigh...
RAG can never associate with HAVE-FUN. Still remember last year when the KRONOS raggers ask me what do I want in RAG, enjoy-and-have-fun or to-win? I answered: "both"... They gave me a funny looking face. Now, I kind of know why they gave me THAT face. Sometimes, I find that people will start/tend to slack off if you include "have-fun" as one of your goal. I mean you can't really scold them for not pushing VERY HARD! (Maybe they did push hard, but its just not ENOUGH, not there yet!)
The suppose to be very hardworking, very chiong, very enthu, people that I know somehow doesn't show the attitude anymore. They just don't commit as much as I thought they would. Maybe because of my own wrong perception. I have no idea why things become like this. Influences? Chain reaction?
Tired. Feel like slacking thru the rest of the day... Maybe not, pick up as much as I could. Learn from mistakes, my own mistakes which as countless... Perhaps perfect it next time? next year?
can we possibly put up anything that the residents of hall can be proud of? ... in such a short time?
... sigh...
Monday, July 23, 2007
updates [RAG]
Sigh, almost RAG Day already, but still have a lot of things to do. A lot of structures still need to be claded and touch-up after that. Still completing the little-bit-of-here-and-there structure for these few days.
Mass production for this year is a bit slow also. Most of the cladding materials are like insufficient all the time. We, engineers need to sit down whole day to produce the complicated cladding pieces. Can't depend on most RAG helpers. Most of their product need to be QC-ed. The worse thing is that the cladding pieces cannot be salvaged cause they are completely OFF!
WHY
Today just before we 收工, chingi accidentally cut her finger with the rattan cutter. I think she was shocked by the incident also. She was a like laughing and joking with us (those who still at RAG area) while watching the blood dripped off from her hand. At first, she said loudly that lichin is going to scold her for making the tatami dirty with "red paint". Weliam and I thought she was just joking, or should I say fooling around, as both of us are very tired and exhausted from whole day work. But after a while, we noticed that the "paint" keep on dripping from her hand. Then only we realize that she cut her finger. Jamie and I rushed to Recrea Room to get first aid kit to treat her wound. After a while, julian came. He was stunned by the incident also. We asked julian to continue treat chingi's wound since he is the only person with clean hand (he just bathed). Haih, the thing that I don't understand is that, keep on asking her wan't to go hospital or not, while chingi replied "no, don't need lar..." Another thing, ju removed the bandage on her hand and look at the wound, and try to describe the depth of the cut to chingi, while she keep on saying she don't want to look at it.
Haih, your girlfriend leh... just bring her to hospital if you think theres a need - to prevent infection. Or... just apply a bit of pressure on the wound with bandage, and apply iodine on the wound after the bleeding slowed down. WHY still look at the wound to see and try-to-describe-the-wound? STOP THE BLEEDING AND DISINFECT THE WOUND LAR!
Mass production for this year is a bit slow also. Most of the cladding materials are like insufficient all the time. We, engineers need to sit down whole day to produce the complicated cladding pieces. Can't depend on most RAG helpers. Most of their product need to be QC-ed. The worse thing is that the cladding pieces cannot be salvaged cause they are completely OFF!
WHY
Today just before we 收工, chingi accidentally cut her finger with the rattan cutter. I think she was shocked by the incident also. She was a like laughing and joking with us (those who still at RAG area) while watching the blood dripped off from her hand. At first, she said loudly that lichin is going to scold her for making the tatami dirty with "red paint". Weliam and I thought she was just joking, or should I say fooling around, as both of us are very tired and exhausted from whole day work. But after a while, we noticed that the "paint" keep on dripping from her hand. Then only we realize that she cut her finger. Jamie and I rushed to Recrea Room to get first aid kit to treat her wound. After a while, julian came. He was stunned by the incident also. We asked julian to continue treat chingi's wound since he is the only person with clean hand (he just bathed). Haih, the thing that I don't understand is that, keep on asking her wan't to go hospital or not, while chingi replied "no, don't need lar..." Another thing, ju removed the bandage on her hand and look at the wound, and try to describe the depth of the cut to chingi, while she keep on saying she don't want to look at it.
Haih, your girlfriend leh... just bring her to hospital if you think theres a need - to prevent infection. Or... just apply a bit of pressure on the wound with bandage, and apply iodine on the wound after the bleeding slowed down. WHY still look at the wound to see and try-to-describe-the-wound? STOP THE BLEEDING AND DISINFECT THE WOUND LAR!
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
Note to self
Enough of fooling/wondering around for the past few days. 5 days in exact. Stuck with the extension, with slow progress.
Tomorrow I must plan before continue to do the extension! Make myself more organized!
Tomorrow I must plan before continue to do the extension! Make myself more organized!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
What
During OP Comm meeting last night, Kheng Guan told us what "NUS RAG and Flag Day" is, or suppose to be when it was first lunched. RAG and Flag Day is the day where floats will parade down the street and RAGgers (probably) will stand beside the float to collect donations from the public. The float itself serves as a thanks giving symbol to the public.
But for now, RAG and Flag Day, or should I just say RAG Day, is more about competition. Competition to win the 9 awards during RAG Day itself and ultimately, to win the Chancellor Shield. Its not about thanking the public for donating to Flag. In short, RAG Day has lost its original purpose.
Other halls, like SH, EH, put RAG as the driving platform during orientation. As for KR, FWOC is the primary comm. RAG simply just serves as the part of orientation, the climax of orientation.
Then, he mentioned about Chancellor Shield. Chancellor Shield not suppose to be
Not to cheat myself, for me, Chancellor Shield is The Reward. The Reward for everyone's hard work for the past 3 months. And Chingay also!
遗憾
Brandon also mentioned about the time he cried when they lost on RAG Day few years back. Everyone hugged each other and cried after the whole event. They even cried they meet each other when going down to dining hall to eat after that.
The picture of crying and losing on RAG Day itself straight away pooped up in my mind. Seriously, I am very scared of that image. I really don't know how will I react to it IF it really happen. Too scared to think about it. It will definitely become 心中的一个遗憾.
Slept quite little the few days. 3-5 hours everyday. Very tired, but at the same time, can't really sleep soundly. Snooze off a while the day before yesterday while whelding. I can't believe it also, how am I possibly snooze off while the blazing flare sparks off intensively in front of me. Yesterday, snooze off in the 'body part' of float. Argh, Christina and Esther saw me apparently, and laughed as me... so embarrassed.
less than 1 month to RAG Day...
everything still like never ending...
how to go RAG Day like this?
really really scar.....ed
feel myself like crybaby... don't know why...
But for now, RAG and Flag Day, or should I just say RAG Day, is more about competition. Competition to win the 9 awards during RAG Day itself and ultimately, to win the Chancellor Shield. Its not about thanking the public for donating to Flag. In short, RAG Day has lost its original purpose.
Other halls, like SH, EH, put RAG as the driving platform during orientation. As for KR, FWOC is the primary comm. RAG simply just serves as the part of orientation, the climax of orientation.
Then, he mentioned about Chancellor Shield. Chancellor Shield not suppose to be
Not to cheat myself, for me, Chancellor Shield is The Reward. The Reward for everyone's hard work for the past 3 months. And Chingay also!
遗憾
Brandon also mentioned about the time he cried when they lost on RAG Day few years back. Everyone hugged each other and cried after the whole event. They even cried they meet each other when going down to dining hall to eat after that.
The picture of crying and losing on RAG Day itself straight away pooped up in my mind. Seriously, I am very scared of that image. I really don't know how will I react to it IF it really happen. Too scared to think about it. It will definitely become 心中的一个遗憾.
Slept quite little the few days. 3-5 hours everyday. Very tired, but at the same time, can't really sleep soundly. Snooze off a while the day before yesterday while whelding. I can't believe it also, how am I possibly snooze off while the blazing flare sparks off intensively in front of me. Yesterday, snooze off in the 'body part' of float. Argh, Christina and Esther saw me apparently, and laughed as me... so embarrassed.
less than 1 month to RAG Day...
everything still like never ending...
how to go RAG Day like this?
really really scar.....ed
feel myself like crybaby... don't know why...
Monday, July 09, 2007
周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密
不能说的秘密
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
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