Put yourself in other's shoe

Everytime I walk, in every step I take, I can feel my unsteady body, it makes me feel weak, I feel humiliated and miserable not being able to do what everyone else is capable of doing. Is that something you can't understand unless you experience it? Even if you can't feel what that person is feeling, I want you to at least try to think in my point of view.
But I think that's hard to do.
Even for me, I only first realized this after it happened to me.

- 木藤亜也

Characteristic

I look up to people with strong personality traits, because I myself have nothing special.
I'm attracted to the idea of each individuals putting out their own unique characateristics.
Maybe even in the world that we live in, our uniqueness and talents are used to make the most out of life, like the movie "007."
The world is in need of people with strong character traits.
However, characteristics only belong to you, so it's not something you shove and give away to others.

- 木藤亜也

stupid

I don't care if I'm stupid, I just want a healthy body.

- 木藤亜也

证明

日记是我现在生存着的证明

- 木藤亜也

1リットルの涙 看后感

人生

人生道路并不是我们想象中那么平坦。认为自己的人生很平淡的人反而应该庆幸才对。
很多时候，我们需要做出选择，不是对自己的自私选择。说起来很容易，但并不是每个人在面对困扰时，能真正把它展现和应用。人往往会做出觉得对他人最适当，最安慰的选择，但事实上却是安慰自己的自私选择。每个人都有能力为自己做出选择，如果我们凭着自己的思想去替他人作决定，无论再好的决定，都是自私的决定，有为自己利益着想的决定。让他人自己完完全全地为自己做选择，没有遗憾的选择吧！
将来我一定会让自己的孩子做自己的主人，从小一步一步地为自己的人生铺上道路。而我，会成为只是在他背后的一根柱子。


虚伪

人要活得坦荡，能挺胸，直望着别人眼神表达自己的想法。如果觉得高兴，就大声笑出来；如果觉得麻烦，就大声说出来；如果觉得失落，就大声哭出来。不觉得隐瞒自己的feeling很痛苦，难受吗？不觉得在说了“不会麻烦，没什么的”之后觉得很被连累的feeling很难受吗？
最讨厌不把事实说清楚，隐瞒事实的人，包括自己虚伪的一面！


成长

真的有点可怜自己。已经21岁了，但是思想还是那么幼稚，一点都不成熟。比起《1リットルの涙》的作者--木藤亜也，自己纯粹只是“侥幸”能活在这世上，但并不了解生存真正的意义的一个小东西。可悲。

ignoring me?

Why you ignoring me? Talking to you, but you never give any respond. I don't think my idea got problem what. Is it because you die-die want to use your own idea, or you spotted flaws with my idea but don't want to let me know?

Hate people like you who keeps silent, keep ideas to yourself and don't share with other people. (almost, but still not kiasu in this case).

*GGGGGRRRR*

Top 25 Web Hoaxes and Pranks

Got this article from MSN. Quite informatics to those web noobs who got tricked sometimes. Ohya, as well as some you-thought-its-pranks-but-it-isnt stuff... =p Hehe


http://tech.msn.com/news/articlepcw.aspx?cp-documentid=4831281>1=10036

Youth

Just thought of something... I've missed out quite a lot of things during the supposed youth period.

To me, Hall Life is like a second chance for me to make my youth life MORE complete, MORE memorable....

一定！

RAG

RAG 07/08 Finally started.

Today, everyone gathered and enjoy some ice-breaking games.

好奇

有时候总觉得自己很幼稚‘很“慢"，做什么事情都是慢半拍。。。自己真的那么纯真吗？我不觉得咯，只是沟通方面”有进步的空间“。。。或许有点”笨“吧。。。=.='

有时候很想知道别人喜欢我哪一点。。。想知道别人不喜欢我哪一点。。。是否主动联络喜欢自己的人是对还是”臭性(teochew)“。。。或许是很没教养吧，明明对她没感觉，但还主动联络她？！？。。。但，想知道对方到底看好自己哪一点，想了解对方多一点。。。haih,还是静静吧！说不定自己在幻想罢了（不”popular"的人都会幻想吧！ =P），人家只是一时冲动，现在已转移目标，转移到更好的目标。。。是的！静静最好！

多一事不如少一事。。。这是我的原则。。。

对了，今天从电视节目学（不知是对还是错）了一样道理：把关怀放在心里，让别人去感受它，总有一天觉他们会发觉到的！

Pop! Goes My Heart

Pop! Goes My Heart by Hugh Grant
Soundtrack of Music and Lyrics Movie by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore

[VERSE 1]
I never thought that I could be so satisfied,
Everytime that I look in your angel eyes.
A shock inside me that words just can’t describe,
And there’s no explaining.
There’s something in the way you move, I can’t deny,
Every word from your lips is a lullaby.
A twist of fate makes life worth while,
You are gold and silver.

[CHORUS]
I said I wasn’t gonna lose my head, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
I wasn’t gonna fall in love again, but then
POP! Goes my heart.
And I just can’t let you go,
I can’t lose this feeling.

[VERSE 2]
These precious moments, we have so few,
Let us go far away, where there’s nothing to do but play.
You show to me that my destiny’s with you,
And there’s no explaining.
Lets fly so high, will you come with me tonight?
In your dress, I confess, you’re the source of light.
The way you shine in the starry skies,
You are gold and silver.

[CHORUS] Repeat x2
(after first repeat there is is an interupt of lyrics shown below)

A twist of fate makes life worth while,
You are gold and silver.

(second chorus repeat excludes “I can’t lose this feeling.”)

familiar?

Saw the list of 名句 from my brother after one Semester in upper secondary, try to guess which teacher he quoted from:

1. All the things in the lab are mine. If you want to use it, ask me first, ok~?

2. After you came inside the lab, you take your chair, sit down, and keep your mouth shut, ok~?

3. That is why I say you all bodoh. You don't think by yourself.

4. Be careful when you deal with me, ok~?

5. If you want to take, go to the stairs there. *point at the stair just outside lab*. Stand there until the bell ring. You don't bother me, I don't bother you. You happy, I happy, ok~?

6. I don't give face one. Even if you are my friend, class monitor, or whatever. I will also punish you. ok~?

7. Line up before you enter the lab. Is that what you call a line?

8. You come to lab, line up and wait for me to come, ok~?

9. Did I call you to come in?

10. The thing I teach you here is based on my experience. My notes is better than any revision books.

11. You come inside lab. You keep your mouth shut. I want discipline ! Without discipline, forget about studies, ok~?

12. If you don't like me/If you want to talk so much, I can help you get a transfer form to Batu Lintang, or Sungai Maong?

Hehe, for those who spent their upper secondary school time in GRSS, especially science stream, should be very familiar with the quotes above. ;)

I wonder why teachers always say the same thing every year. haha. Its like their script =p

They seems to be very hostile to students, but once you know them, especially if you are going for competition or tuition under them, you will know how friendly they are ;)

Hate those reckless drivers

REALLY REALLY HATE those drivers near my area. The like to speed, ignore red light, and most important: RACING!

Driving back from ZeGanG (guys) gathering at Sharing Planet yesterday night. At the traffic light before MJC round-about, two cars race pass through. Unfortunately one of the car was blocked by the car in front of me, and he couldn't overtake. As a result, he stucked with us (the rest of the cars) at the traffic light.

As soon as the light turned green, he tried to accelerate, but the car in front of him wasn't going any faster. I was just behind him. As the round about there, he suddenly break and U-turned! CHEE-BYE! I was just behind him and he break like that! Luckily I manage to break in time! Really shocked!

IF I couldn't break in time and crash into his car, the first thing I will do is to grab any weapon-potential in car and whack him on the spot!!! Just what the hack is he thinking! (opps, sorry for being so aggressive... haha...)

Saw the news in paper this morning about the accident at the newly-built BDC fly-over. Its not even a day after the fly-over officially launched on 10th. This shows how people drive in Kuching...

Singaporean friends always ask me whether Malaysian drivers drive safely or not... haih, its just very hard to give any comment. The only thing I can reply is: depends on which area you are in... sad...

[Album] Linkin Park - Minutes to Midnight

Tracks:

"Wake" – 1:43
"Given Up" – 3:11
"Leave Out All the Rest" – 3:31
"Bleed It Out" – 2:46
"Shadow of the Day" – 4:52
"What I've Done" – 3:29
"Hands Held High" – 3:55
"No More Sorrow" – 3:43
"Valentine's Day" – 3:19
"In Between" – 3:18
"In Pieces" – 3:40
"The Little Things Give You Away" – 6:25

torrent

Back at Kuching

Kuching

Back at home! Took the flight AK5708 from Senai at 1640. Good, very impressed with AirAsia nowadays. They are very punctual. While I can see one of the flight of MAS was delayed when I was waiting for my flight at airport.
Ohya, saw Heng Kiang at airport. He was in the same flight as me! Hmm, what can I say, he become more lasap! Haha! Never shave his beard! =p But still the same Heng Kiang. suan-ed him during the whole journey. =p

Short Break

Well, this will be another short break at home again. Going back Singapore on 17th (shuai's birthday!) afternoon, 1455. Wah, need to really prepare myself for the coming 2 1/2 months of RAG.

License

"Thanks" to NUS Comp Centre, now I cannot download all the anime like Naruto, Bleach, One Piece through torrent (not sure about direct download yet though).

Two of my friends got fined S$200 (by NUS) for downloading Inuyasha and Code Geass. Before this, it was okay to downlaod anime until last month when Odex sent letters to NUS Comp Centre. From what I know, Comp Centre only fine those who downloads Movies and Softwares.

Need to be extra careful when torrent-ing anime from now on. Have to check whether the anime is licensed or not before downloading... or... use other clever method ;)

There are 3 anime licensing company i know so far:
- Odex
- Bluemax
- Innoform Media

With Odex being the main "threat", because most of the popular anime were licensed by them. The others are not so bad. Bluemax licensed Naruto, while Innoform licensed MOSTLY those anime which aren't very popular, and children cartoon. However, Karas, Apple Seed, Ghost In The Shell, Steamboy, are licensed by Innoform, if not mistaken (Luckily I already have copy of them).

So sad. But worry not, I got my own method to get anime!

Year 1

Year 1 officially over

Time flies. Matriculation is just like yesterday only.

Think its time for me to close the old book and start another one. A new book with ups and downs in it, just a plain and simple book. Hopefully this new book can last...


Holiday

I never like holiday since secondary school...

Singapore 'tour'

Simlin Square

Went Simlin Square with Haoxiang, Kim and Samuel today! Kim bought the 500GB My Book from Western Digital! Well, Haoxiang planned to buy at first, but unfortunately Comp Centre sent him 'the letter', the $200 letter, that day, which wipe out completely his plan to buy the $265 WD My Book... how sad. Well I guess Comp Centre is desperately need source of income nowadays... because Zhiwei also got the same email from them too!

WD My Book (box - front)

WD My Book (box - back)
We eat there before walking around in Simlin


Botak Jones, Clementi

Went Botak Jones, at Clementi with Chingi, Haoxiang, Ian, Jospeh, Kenny, Melissa and Xiaohwee. Well, I ordered Fish n' Chips, but only later I find out that the [meat] set is better, taste better than fish n' chips at least. Overall, the food there is quite nice, you can tell by the number of people queuing up for order. Just that I'm a bit suei, cause the fries I got are a bit over fried, the taste completely off, with some weird taste. It turn off my appetite, luckily I only eat it after I finish the fish.

The menu at the counter

The clock just outside the food court

Design?

food court overview. Botak Jones is at the right most.

Menu

Should have ordered this...

Nothing much, just the fork and spoon.


Spent
Fishball ramen, Simlin Square - $3
Fish n' Chips, Clementi - $6
Bubble Tea, Clementi - $1

Win A Date With Tad Hamilton (2004)

Just finished watching this movie in lounge just now. Well, I know its a bit outdated to watch this year 2004 movie now... =p

Anyway, I enjoy the movie very much ;) its very comical, and sweet! Although the plot of the whole movie is very predictable, but I think it still has its own message there, for me.

Well, nice movie! ;)

More to go, since Joseph leaves his DVD collections with me, in my room, for the coming holiday! Yeah!